About the Tiers in Rain Name

Blade Runner is an extremely influential film and its "tears in rain" monologue is where the Tiers in Rain name basically comes from.

To the Tannhäuser Gate and Back

It’s long been a dream of mine to write professionally. And indeed I have attempted to pursue this dream through many a (failed) website in the past. Unfortunately I never pursued it as fervently as I would have needed to in order to become even vaguely successful at it. I will chalk that up to immaturity, among other things.

Now that I’m a bit older and see the universe and myself disintegrating before my eyes, I realize that I can’t stop time. Which is lame. But have therefore come to the conclusion that all I want to do is write—whether I’m successful or not—before entropy washes away all things and I dissolve into nothingness and become one with the Force or something.

As explained in my previous post, Tiers in Rain is a personal blog and a counterpart to my other site, Techno Coffee, which is more of a magazine/media-focused site. This blog will at times be supplemental to that one, discussing a more personal connection to the things that I review or feature there. At other times this blog will discuss things that Techno Coffee wouldn’t touch with a thirty-nine and a half foot pole.

Tears in Rain

As I hinted at in the heading above, Tiers in Rain is a play on words and a reference to Blade Runner. Specifically from the Roy Batty character of the film. It’s my favorite film but there is more to the reason for choosing the name than that. If you are familiar with the film, you know where “tears in rain” comes from. It has a pretty profound meaning, especially when taken in context with what the film, and the book it’s based on, are about.

It comes from the infamous “tears in rain” monologue in the final scene of the film, in which Batty, who is the antagonist of the story, attempts to elicit empathy from the protagonist, Rick Deckard, for his situation. The same empathy that he and other replicants in the story are accused of lacking.

“I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die.”

One of the most famous quotes in the history of film, and a heartbreaking one. Especially if you take into consideration that these memories that Batty remembers so powerfully and vividly, may not have ever happened. At least not to him. The replicants are artificial lifeforms that are given implanted false memories to make them feel, and therefore act, more human.

They also have a very short lifespan.

I Want More Life

Roy and his team come to Earth from off-world military servitude in order to find a way to extend their life. To do this he arranges a meeting with Dr. Tyrell, head of the Tyrell corporation and Roy’s creator.

There is sort of a spiritual undertone to this story, which can be seen as analogous to a mortal human seeking eternal life by becoming redeemed to God. And Tyrell, playing the role of God in the replicants’ lives, fails to fulfill that role sufficiently. He is unable to extend his life.

In no way do I see Roy as the hero of the story. He does kill people, including his creator. But he’s not exactly a complete villain either. He’s a tragedy. The creation of human greed and ego. Given a simulacrum of a human soul and human desires but denied a true human existence. He has the human instinct of survival. He has the desire to continue to live and he seeks it through his creator, his god. But since his god is human, it’s a fool’s errand.

I see myself as something similar to Roy Batty and also something different. A created being. Deeply flawed. Dying. And I seek to extend my life beyond the few years we as humans have to live on this Earth. And my memories are profound, to me at least.

Tyrell’s response to Roy is kind of heartless. He tells him that he can’t stop him from dying and suggests he simply accept that his life has been magnificent and that he’s had experiences that few humans ever will, albeit short.

He’s not wrong, but it doesn’t solve the problem.

This might have something to do with why I want to write. I feel like my writing is here to sort of revel in my life experiences. It might be purely cathartic. It might not have any purpose beyond that.

That wasn’t good enough for Roy. But it’s enough for me. Because my God isn’t human. Whether my writing has meaning or not, I know that my experiences have greater meaning in the life beyond this Earth.

So the tears in rain monologue has a slightly different meaning for me.

It is the pain and the suffering, the sorrow and heartbreak, and the sting of death. Those are the moments that will be lost.

Like tears in rain.

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